In the end, is it worth your life?

In the End
You hear the song on the radio but you never think it really happens. But when your at school you see it happening. You want to go back and stop it from changing but its already changed. The fear of going to school starts. Your mom thinks your over tired and doesn't care and your dad just doesn't care and never will. But one day when you think there is nuthing more to your life you slowly walk out of school to the nearest creek. But when you get there you look into the water and think, what do I do now? How do I get rid of this pain and sadness? and thats only the begining of what you think. Then you hear the sirens of the cop car coming for you so you turn and walk to them. But when you get to school people just stare at you. Then comes all the questions. When you get home you see your mom sitting at the table. She turns and asks, why did you do it ? Why did you skip school and go just to cut yourself? Why didn't you talk to me? You think about what you want to say but instead you say, why do you care now? is it because you know I want to hurt myself. Well thats to bad I don't feel like talking about it. Then you ran up to your room. When your dad got home he went up to your room. Thats were he found you hanging by a belt. The last thing you see is your dad and the tears sliding down his checks and then you see him fall to his knees and start to cry harder. You wish you would have said something to your dad but now you will never have the chance because your death caused your world to stop and now you will never see the ones you love and you will never feel the pain and sadness. But now as you lie in the ground you ask yourself all the time, was it worth it to take your own life?

Dont destroy God's temple, because you can't take life! DUH! If God thought you couldn't handle it, the obviously he wouldn't have put the burden on you!