Monday, October 16, 2006

God's Plan

heyyyylo everybody!!

I just wanted to say I am sorry for all of the negativity that i have been putting on. I think that God has really sent me here for a reason. In ways, i do want to go home and see amy home town again. Be where I have been my entire life. But in other ways, I know this is where God wants me to be, He has sent me here for a reason, like reaching out towards other sfor instince, maybe he had me practicing on my cousin for a reason before I moved. Who knows? Only God. But I have made a friend, and I know just by how close we already are, that we will be friends forever. We both believe in God. We neither one are "girls" well obgviously thats our gender, but powder puff (girls football)is our sport. I know she WILL NOT Take place of all of you, but there is a special spot in my Heart that God has had me open up to her. She may be as close as some of you, but God wants me to be her friend , otherwise, I wouldnt be her friend. God wants me to keep my herat open to ALL of you too. SO just so you ALL know it is getting easier to live her. Granet it would make it a whole LOT easier if you all lived here with me, but just have to remember God has his ways, his special plan, but doesnt com eout and give you the answer to it. I think surly but slowy his plan is coming into me. We will see each other agiain,m i PROMISE you with all ove my heart God did NOT send me down here to ruin all of my friesnhips back home, He sent me down here for a reason, He sent the Woods to GA for a reason, he is sending Jodi to PA for a reason, he sent Kaelyn to GA for a reason, and he sent Kayla to IA for a reason (whats with the A's?? I am an L!!=[) but I still love each and every one of you, and still cry because I miss you, but I just wanted to up date you all, and tell you that it is getting easier. Which for some it should e a relief to hear, that I am doing better with it and not so negative, and for others, obviously your crying right now, becase im "abandoning you" but i am NOT trying to make anybody upset. Seriously

I love you all!!! I cant wait to have the tears of joy from seeing you instead of sadness from miss you
God Bless

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