Sunday, May 28, 2006

Don*t Quit**


I know this is a rough time for you, but you have to PROMISE me you will NEVER quit. When you feel like quiting, just ask yourself "Did Jesus quit?" I love you Kayty, Whitty, Shanny-boo, and Han.

<---God had that picture taken for a reason:-)~!~

Don*t Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don*t quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out,
Don*t give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

The seed you have sown**

Y0u have sown a seed. I know I must be happy, and glad..allthough im sad. Thankx for sewing my seed. Love ya Kayty, Whitty, Shanny-boo, and Han.!!..``

"The seed sown"

Just by the thought of youI find myself all sad again.
I've lost you, but also gained.
I know I must be grateful,
but my soul is sad for you.

I'll remember you always
for the good you have done,
for the seed you have sown,
for the faith you have given me
and for the example you set.

Yet, I find myself all sad again,
in my thoughts,
in my joys.
My thoughts are closed,
cause you don't look there anymore.

The season is over and
I know I must be happy
but the loss is too bigand the pain too intense.
I need to tell you my new story,
see your eyes,
experience your smile
and taste the tea we usually drink.

I just so much wish
you could see the harvest of my life
from the seeds you have sown!
Especially now, when it's full in harvest -
I know your soul would have smiled.
But then again, although I'm sad -
I know I'm glad -
cause I know I've saved you.
I'll rest my heart in that . . .

Friday, May 26, 2006

You were always there*

Hey everybody. For a lil while, im going to be posting poems for the Wood girls. Well they mostly apply to them..but there might be a few others that it could apply to. I Love you all SO, SO MUCH!!!!


You were always there
Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubtto come to you because
You were always there.I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.
Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing mattersYou were always there.
Now your gone, and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I think of you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye
Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.


Kayty, Whitty, Shanny-boo, and Han..thank you for always being there. I Love you all SO MUCH it would take a long time to explain in words. Thank you..!!..`

Thursday, May 25, 2006

*4 Wood Girlz*


<--Shanny-boo, Whitty, Kayty, Han, and Mee.
<--Cross, God will be with you. Im praying. Love You ALL so much!!

I love you my 4 great friends *The 4 Wood Girlz*

It cant be true..it has to be a nightmare...how could it all happen at once..this is really hard on me..and im positive its even harder on them...but i am going to dedicate this post to 4 really great friends who have helped me through a lot these last months.



Kayty *Kaytlynn*- Kayty, you have been a really big encouragement in my life..stopping me from suicide not only once but twice. Just encouraging me through all the hard times I have been having. Helping me understand the word of God more. It has been really great having you as a neighbor, when I needed to talk or just a hug...you said "Whenever you feel lonely, or need a place to go for anything..you can always come over here. God wants you. We want you." That was a really big encouragment.

Whitty *Whitney*-Whitty you have also been a big encouragment in my life the last months. It was like everytime I turned around you were there..already knowing what was going on..you knew already, which made it easier to talk because I didnt have to explain it. That is one thing I hate, having to explain myself over and over to different people. You showed me through your heart surgery in January, that God is protective, he has a plan, and knows when you are going to die. He also showed me that he is protective when you were in your car accident. I think if God can take you through 3 open heart surgerys, and a car accident in your life-time..he is more than amazing, you cant even explain in words on how amazing he is. I love you Whitty, and Im ALWAYS thinking about you and praying for you. Friends forever no matter what happens.

Shanny-boo*Shannon*-Shanny-boo you have been able to make me laugh no matter what is happening, I wasnt able to see it, but it sounded pretty funny when you told Morgan that you were moving that you started to try to get ur reflexes to work. Lol wow. Thinking how odd it is to draw on the sidewalk when ur a freshmen..it sounds kinda corny but it is fun and funny:). I know that you werent able to hear Morgans and my joke that was so funny about Shanny-boo and you probably dont want to, but you still laughed..thats what makes you such a great friend, other than you smile a lot, you know ways to get people to laugh going through really tough times in life. I love you Shanny-boo. I know thinking about the memories I had with you and making me laugh will come back but just thinking of them now are making me cry. Hopefully when this all comes into my head a lil better I can look back on them and laugh, instead of cry. Please dont forget me.

Han*Hannah*-Han you are so fun. You are also funny, but also I think one of the weirdest things I have done in a while that I normally wouldnt do everyday, is play catch when there is no light at all. It was really fun, just not when we got hit with the ball. Lol that was still pretty fun. I will NEVER forget the night that we played catch in the dark then decided to sit on the ground infront of your house. That will be a memory that will stick with me forever!! I love you Han. I hope someday we could play catch in the dark again, maybe we will be a lil more expierianced and we could play without getting hit so much. Lol. I love yah hun.

I love all of you. Dont forget to rememebr me, or any of the funny memories. Morgan and I will stick together and you can come join our group if you get lonely. or just when you come back. There has been a lot of tears lately, and I hope that it will get easier as the days go by, but i love you so much. I wrote you a poem:


Leaving

Open your arms to change, but please don’t lose yourselfYou are what makes you who you are in sickness and in health
A friendly atmosphere has made you who you are to beYour character is in charge and will control your destiny
You’ll go someplace you’ve never gone, you’ll make your mark again,
You will reset your standards, and sure will make new friends
As soon as today is yesterday your heart will always giveI hope you won’t regret today, cause your future longs to live
If our paths don’t cross again, I won’t forget this dayCause I’m afraid of change, I’m scared to shift my waysMy eyes will see things they’ve never seen, but I’ve always been here
The time that counts your moments gone will teach me not to fear.
You’ll look upon your life and see familiar groundsYou’ll hear the call of memories and recognize the sound
All the lives you change will make stars disappearAnd as you’re settled down, you’ll realize you’ve never left here. (In memories)

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Graduation, Friends Forever**

Hey Everybody. Some of my friends are graduating this year, and they will be reading this (well some of themz anyway) and i was searching the internet and found this song, well the lyrics and i wanted you to read it, i also wrote a poem but im not posting it, its to long.

Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our livesWhere we're gonna be when we turn 25I keep thinking times will never changeKeep on thinking things will always be the sameBut when we leave this year we won't be coming backNo more hanging out cause we're on a different trackAnd if you got something that you need to sayYou better say it right now cause you don't have another dayCause we're moving on and we can't slow downThese memories are playing like a film without soundAnd I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soonAnd there was me and youAnd then we got real blueStay at home talking on the telephoneWe'd get so excited, we'd get so scaredLaughing at ourselves thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels
[1] - As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome WhateverWe will still beFriends ForeverSo if we get the big jobsAnd we make the big moneyWhen we look back nowWill our jokes still be funny?Will we still remember everything we learned in school?Still be trying to break every single ruleWill little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels[Repeat
1]La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends foreverWill we think about tomorrow like we think about now?Can we survive it out there?Can we make it somehow?I guess I thought that this would never endAnd suddenly it's like we're women and menWill the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Monday, May 01, 2006

BRIGHT ORANGE!!!

Hey,
I Dyed my hair again today..the other color, just wasnt me, but idk about this one either, because my aunt the one that did it, messed it up and did it wrong, so now it is BRIGHT ORANGE and it was suppose to be blonde! Lol they thought it was funny, i didnt really, because i am graduation CONFIRMATION CLASS SUNDAY!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!! NO MORE CONFIRMATION!!! And yeah, now i have bright orange hair...
well sorry it isnt long, we have prac. for our graduation in 33 minutes, and i have to get ready...
Luhv Yahzz